There are tons of tough calls in life. Things are not so black and white that the correct decision is always an easy one.

I am starting to realize that being “sure” about a decision means that you might be about 85% positive you are doing the right thing. The other 15% is telling you that you are crazy! At least this is true in my life.

For me, this is difficult. I prefer clarity. I would much rather have something written in the sky so that people could plainly see that the right decision was made. Reality is - that this is not reality.

As a result, I am learning to pray for trust. Not so much that others would trust me, but that I would really continue learning to trust God. Instead of clinging to clarity and the security it offers, I want to cling to the fact that God is trustworthy and will lead me in the direction He wants me to go. I am learning to walk in trust… Even when the decisions are hard - especially when the decisions are hard.